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my last entry on here. [01 Jul 2004|03:20pm]
Okay so i have a NEW livejournal now. Its Snap_Shot_. Leave a comment on there and ill add you, cause im too lazy to go threw all of your journals. thanks, bye.

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yeah yeah. im still meh, but its fading. [29 Jun 2004|03:42pm]
its funny how people can instantly make you feel like shit....even if before you were having a good time.

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i dont really feel like updating much [27 Jun 2004|12:33pm]
im bored, tired,and dont feel good.

i want to go and see that 911 movie,everyones saying it turned out really good and it makes bush look real bad.haaa. i want summer school to be over already!its a draaaag.Ummm...i have a new friend named Steven,i think im suppose to hang out with him soon.lfjskdfjhksjdkf/.

i think i will end this with ILOVEMYBETTERHALF<3jfsdkhf<3


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Tracy Willow! [26 Jun 2004|10:52am]
So last night was the show and it was pretty cool.I think they did a good job.Emily got hit in the face and got a bloody nose right after the show, so that was a meh.But then we went with fransico to 711 and sang along to taking back sunday :-)We cruzed to the inland center mall and went to the top of the parking lot..thingy..and sang some more tbs.gooooood times!

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um yeah [25 Jun 2004|05:30pm]
Soooo...i guess livejournal started working again...so ill update some stuff.
like i said, tracy willow tonight, its gunna be real fun.And i know for sure the boys are gunna do real good.I think im taking molly,emily,and lucia.Tonight is just gunna own i can feel it haha.Well hmm....i was messing with my little brother.I did his hair, and he wore my shirt.check it out:

My Little Brother Is So Scene<3

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so im gunna be like Jenna... [22 Jun 2004|07:03pm]
And have you guys pick out my user picture<3
because i TRUST you haha
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pieces of me<3 [22 Jun 2004|06:06pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Well nothing much happend today.it wasnt exactly the best either.i felt so sick.my stomach was killing me and took some medicine but it didn't help much.arrrgghhh.the girls came over after school but i didn't feel much in the mood of chillin, so i just played my guitar and came on this baby.Tracy Willow on friday and i thiiiinkk i might be going!A lot of people i know are, so its cool.Umm..it seems to me im becoming friends with all the people i thought hated my guts haha.And they are actually realllllly nice and cool.So its alllll good.im not really liking my math class, i understand it more, but this dude that sits infront of me is really retarded.i can not stand him!I mean he just stares..stares...laughs at my sarcasum..stares...stares again..ARGH!
ummmmm the people i really miss right now is: Suzy and My wife<3 WE NEED TO CHILL! umm..Spiderman 2 comin out soooonn the 30th. im going!whos with me?im out. peacceee.


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im complaining in my journal, what-a joy [20 Jun 2004|06:18pm]
[ mood | confused ]

sooooooo...I’m really bored right now. more than bored. i cleaned out my room, i put up shit on my walls. i really don’t want to go to summer school tomorrow but then i do. mainly because i have nothing better to do, but i do not want to be doing MATH. the subject i hate. sooooooooo.....there’s been a lot of irritation going through my friends and i and im just really sick of it all. i think if i talk to them about it, it will make me feel better and make them feel better.
i feel like I’m losing most of them, and i fucking hate complaining about stuff...especially about my friends because i love them all to death. But there’s been some "argh, your making me mad" kind of situations happening. And this is my fucking journal, so if you really don’t give a shit about my complaint, then stop reading right this instant.
I think Jane is still mad at me about a thing I said with ‘attitude’. And me cutting her off with a just one word type of thing now, is not right at all. And I am sorry for that. But I guess the thing I said with ‘attitude’; I didn’t mean for it to sound that way at all. Its not fair to her that i sounded like a bitch, but i guess i got really irritated as well when she was being honest with me.(when she told me how she felt).Then the thing with Emily, the non-inviting, the way it seems as if I don’t want to be around her has gotten her upset with me as well. And I am still shocked she even asked me to go somewhere with her the next day. Excuses wont make up for not inviting her with ‘the gang’ but that’s all I have been telling her and I bet you a million dollars she is SICK of hearing it. So I am SORRY for that too. I just hate the feeling that everything is on me, the frustration has gotten to me badly. So if tomorrow I am not in the happiest mood and I get into one of my huge ass mood swings, please do not ask what is wrong. I can’t stand it when people ask it, but then I get hypercritical and wonder “why haven’t they asked me what is wrong, don’t they care?”. so I put you guys in a LOSING position.I get way too fucking mad easily and i put the ones i care about in a shit hole. And i make them feel shitty with me as well. The people i care about, i push away. Ive complained before about me having problems but i do. No one can really cheer me up, I have to do it. No one can really make me fully happy, I have to do it. So if I caused anything else that has hurt someone, I AM SORRY.

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tonight: [18 Jun 2004|05:30pm]

movies tonight. day after tomorrow. FINALLY.

me, molly, and lucy lu.


ill update later.

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And Will You... [16 Jun 2004|05:12pm]
errrmm...i dont feel like typing ALL of what happened today. it was mostly the usual. except with emily.and yea,last day of school was today. thank god. me and molly are gunna go to summer school and take pe. so we wont have to take it next year. smart idea kid!hmmm...um yeah. p e a c e.

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Minute Maid owns [15 Jun 2004|06:23pm]
[ mood | mixedemotions ]

Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?

So much it's like choking down the embers of a great blaze.

It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down on the most perfect moment.

And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder


Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in..
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.

But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.

Just say that you would do the same for me..
just say you would do the same for me.

For as much as I love Autumn,
I'm giving myself to Ashes.

yeah that goes out to someone.

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boy you just a stupid bitch and girl your just a no good dick [14 Jun 2004|01:59pm]
Today was fun fun fun. The finals sucked. but after school OWNED! Me,Lucy Lu, Molly, Jane, and Maribel went to go eat at the good ol Taco Bell. Ate some chicken popcorn fer sure. Then we went to this tea party place.They had the best clothing..and it has CHEAP!you read hoe. Then we went to the music store, played a little tunes, and then umm went back to school. and lucia and molly started flushing all the toliets haha AT THE SAME TIME. then uhhh there was a dead bird by the tree so we went and chilled with it. then maribels dad came to pick her and jane up so then they were REALLY NICE and gave us all a ride. jane,lucia,maribel and molly were sitten down and iIIiiii layed on them haha.on molly and lucia!it was funny haha.then yeah here i am. we are doing this tomorrow bitches. peace.

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im watching the mtv movie awards...can you believe me? [10 Jun 2004|09:03pm]
man, i know all of a sudden love the movie Lord of the Rings. Anyway...today was a very good day. i was happy all day. i didnt talk much in 5th or 6th tho. i dont know why.so im sorry ash that you thought somethin was wrong.
So then after school i went and ate with lucia and jane. our last thursday del taco time!it was real fun but jane had to leave by 4. so then we left and we start walkin and all of a sudden my dad pulls up and honks. we get in adn he starts yelling at me for not telling him where i was. which is very stupid. i tell him all the time that EVERY thursday i go and eat. but nooooo he doesnt listen so i get yelled at.

Pfft...parents suck.

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la la la...stole this from jaannnae [07 Jun 2004|04:34pm]
01. who are you, what's our relationship:

02. how and where did we meet:

03. what's my middle name:

04. how long have you known me:

05. tell me one good thing about myself:

06. when you first saw me what was your impression:

07. my age:

08. birthday:

09. my favorite band at the moment:

10. colour eyes:

11. do i have any siblings:

12. have you ever had a crush on me:

13. what's one of my favorite things to do:

14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:

15. describe me in 3 words:

16. name 5 things i love:

17. do you think i'm good looking:

18. how would you describe me to someone:

19. would you ever date me:

20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:

21: what do you like most about me:

22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:

23: have we ever gotten in a fight:

24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:

25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

26. What do you think my weakness is?

27. Do you think I'll get married?

28. What makes me happy?

29. What makes me sad?

30. What reminds you of me?

31. If you could give me anything what would it be?

32. When's the last time you saw me?

33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?

34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?

35. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?

36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?

37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?

38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?

39. Would you make a move on me?

40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?

41. How often do you read my Livejournal?

42. How often do you talk to me in person?

43. What am I afraid of the most?

44. What is one of my passions?

45. Do you think I have morals?

46. What annoys you the most about me? Why?

47. Do I get on your nerves? why or why not?

48. Am I talented? At what?

49. What do you find most interesting about me? why?

50. Name 5 things I feel strongly about.

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spider he said chill the fuck out now [06 Jun 2004|02:04pm]
So last night was a really fun night. It all started off with ashley coming to my house and us going to janelles. we chilled for awhile and then her friends came over. umm travis, jacob, and this other dude..i dont remember his name. anyway...so we got bored and we left with them all.We all squished into the front seat.Being there is 6 of us and it was a 3 seating car.The boys were in the back in the trunk type thing. and us girls were in the front with travis. he was pimpin it!Okay so then we went to Md's then left and went to this boy Jason's house.It was boring so Janelle stole their uhh..something that started with an L and had all kinds of liquor in it.Well we went back to Janelles and drank it up.We were sooo drunk.Then we got some whine coolers lol..and yeah we were gone.Um...so then we were all on the phone haha. Ashley was on the phone with Danny and janelle was on the phone with ronnie or someone haha..and i was on the phone with mitch.umm okay and i smoked 2 cigs with ash and janelle. they smoked waaay more than me. anyway heres pics im outtie!
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i believe in a thing called LOVE! [02 Jun 2004|04:49pm]

Nothings new really.
Me being meh all the time is still happening.
Ash+Danny got hOooKKeedd up. its so adorable<3
im still in my confused momento.
Tracy Willow in Hollywood, be there or ELSE!

im getting addicted to myspace..peace.

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Its my party and ill cRy if i want to.! [25 Apr 2004|06:31pm]
So today is my birthday.my actual birthday.It was NICE.i went and saw the movie 13 gOin on 30!damn straight.i heart that movie, it made me cry...boo hoo lol.Then i went to my grams for awhile, got some band shirts at hOt topico and then got Boys night out and My chemical romance cd!<3 o so sex!Now im home and its HOT..major hotness!i hate this fucking heat.I keep taking random pictures.tomorrow at school i AM bringin my cam.be ready folks.Now im painting my room.chow homosexuals!

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DO THIS NOW! [22 Apr 2004|03:49pm]
I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Post it anonymously if you'd like. Then, I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything.

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I dont know who the old steph is anymore... [17 Apr 2004|06:44pm]
yes im writing in here again!
A LOT just happend right now.I got my grades and of course im failing Math.A huge F on the paper.The sad thing is, is that i actually tried.And my effort got me no where.dont get me wrong, im not giving up yet.Just that really mad me mad.then of course my mother started yelling, and i cried.Then i started telling my friend all of it and we started talking about 7th grade....ahh the good ol days.when i stephanie rossano was actually a good student!

emoscenex: you wanna know what i think?
xKissMeDarling: sure

emoscenex: i think all the depression got to you... in 8th grade after the depression you stopped caring about everythin and that's what happend you stopped caring about everything .... and most of all you stopped believing in yourself .. and that's what you were doing in 7th grade you kept up your grades and you believed in yourelf.... and now its a different story ... you don't think your pretty you don't really care about anything if it doesn't have to deal with you or your friends.... you've just forgotten what you really want

emoscenex: thats what i see anyways
emoscenex: just i miss the old steph .. i love the new one but i really miss the old steph
emoscenex: i think that was really you back there in 7th grade
xKissMeDarling: i dont know who the old steph is anymore
emoscenex: you were happy all the time
emoscenex: you loved to laugh
emoscenex: you loved to make everyone smile
emoscenex: to tell you the truth youre still the old steph it's just the thinkin positive isn't there
emoscenex: that's all
emoscenex: that's what i miss
emoscenex: you thinkin positive

:( i couldnt have said that any better....

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Friends Only! [10 Apr 2004|10:46pm]

I've decided to make my journal Friends only.
So if you wanna be added
leave a comment<3

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